journaling

I guess it's weird to grow up sometimes.  I grew up in a neighborhood surrounded by tons and tons of friends.  There was about 12 of us girls, we ran and played and danced together for years and years.  Slowly as we have grown up and gone our separate ways I have lost my good group of friends... not that it is anyones fault... life just gets in the way.  I sometimes miss being able to always have someone to go shopping with, or that you can call up last minute to go see a chick flick.  It seems like everything has to fit into a schedule... Which I am completely guilty of, with my ocd planning three months in advance, some days though... like today, I want a girl day. A day where I go shopping, have lunch, and go see a chick flick... just because that's what girls do.   My husband is my best friend, but boys just don't love shopping and chick flicks. (the food he can handle.) So I guess the moral of my random thoughts today is I would really like to not live in North Ogden so I can live in a neighborhood with young adults my age, to make friends to go to Cherry Hill with, to become a non blood related Aunt to my friends children, because they see me so often they think that I am family... is it crazy to crave that.  My family is amazing and they are my best friends, they know everything about me... and love me anyways :) but sometimes I just really want a girl friend. So sue me. Happy Weekend.